Monday, November 09, 2009 , 8:07 PM
It is not love that is blind, but jealousy.
Will be having my GCE O-level Chinese paper tomorrow . I start to feel a little nervous , a little uneasy ): Whether I get an A1 or B , tomorrow's papers determine everything . Argh , I seriously need some luck ~ By the way , Juyoung gave me 2 bars of chocolates to encourage me and wish me all the best for tomorrow's paper , she's so sweet ! (:
If you are insecure , guess what ? The rest of the world is , too . Do not overestimate the competition and underestimate yourself . You are better than you think . So , Ruilin , you can do it ! ~
Friday, November 06, 2009 , 10:39 PM
None of us can undo what we've done
Perhaps , I should let go , let the tears flow , feel it completely . But eventually be able to say " all right , that was my moment with helpless " . Told myself that I'm not afraid , now I'm going to put it aside , and experience other emotions ..
Perhaps , I should let go , let the tears flow , feel it completely . But eventually be able to say " all right , that was my moment with helpless " . Told myself that I'm not afraid , now I'm going to put it aside , and experience other emotions ..
Thursday, November 05, 2009 , 10:14 PM
I couldn't help myself ..
Went to take my injection today , I didn't cry ! Lols , that really mean alot to me . Anyway , will be going to Marina Barrage tomorrow , together with my class . And because of that , I can't go KBox !!! arghhh , nevermind , forget it ~
Mum went to meet Ms pay today . Sigh , hope I'm able to make it ..
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 , 10:09 PM
Cruel and mean , nothing is as heartless as a human being
I'm going to update on the following events/dates , if I've time ~
- Kusu Island ( 28 Oct 09 )
- 31 Oct 09 & 1 Nov 09
I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life . How we feel lonely , sometimes to the point of tears , but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry . Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship .
I'm going to update on the following events/dates , if I've time ~
- Kusu Island ( 28 Oct 09 )
- 31 Oct 09 & 1 Nov 09
I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life . How we feel lonely , sometimes to the point of tears , but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry . Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship .
Friday, October 30, 2009 , 9:38 PM
I'm giving up so please catch me
I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . AND I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT !!
Pictures were taken a few days back ~
I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . I'm going to work hard . AND I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT !!
Pictures were taken a few days back ~
Why am I feel like giving up , why am I feel like everything will not turn out to be fine . Now , I don't dare to face it with courage . I keep think of , what if I fail again ? what if I need to transfer ? what if ... I just need a believer , even if I lost faith in myself ..
